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til tomorrow

Mar. 6th, 2017 | 01:01 pm

i won't stop I'd rather take the long way home
got myself to blame, everyday's the same
i left my dreams alone back in yesterday
but it's too late to change my ways

i fell off, took some time off, and now i'm left behind
where am i closing my eyes
cuz my heart's slowly beating till tomorrow
yeah i'm scared i lost my way

i woke up with a lot weighing on my mind
should i stay behind, or try to find
the girl i told myself that i could be
it's not the easy way, but that's all right with me

i fell off, took some time off, and now i'm left behind
where am i closing my eyes
cuz my heart's slowly beating till tomorrow
yeah i'm scared I lost my way

yeah i heard the window closed, but that's ok cuz i'll find a door instead.

i'm stuck living in the past, and i don't need it
no i don't need it

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They'll see it written in the stars

Nov. 10th, 2016 | 07:03 pm

"We're glowing in the dark
Started from a spark
We're lights that never go out
Like we've been down"

You have called me to a dark place
I will update this space soon

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Jun. 5th, 2016 | 11:27 pm

Thoughts have plagued me for so long
But alas, a revelation
In the midst of a superhero movie

God revealed to me that I am like Jean Grey
I shrugged off the thought at first
"God is that really you?"
I felt assurance
And then I saw the similarities
I apologize if this may sound narcissistic
But when I watched the film, Jean was beautiful, capable but she feared her own thoughts and abilities
She was confused and couldn't comprehend what goes on in her mind
But when she starts to take ownership and confidence in her ability, she becomes the Phoenix, and she kinda saved the day and all mankind

Maybe I am like her- maybe I don't know what I'm capable of or good at but once I do, I felt God say that I will be such a powerful person

May this come to pass

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Apr. 11th, 2016 | 10:06 pm

Head Vs Heart
Need Vs Wants
Temporal Vs Eternal

I'm not quite sure of my paths,
But take my hand and guide me
Your ways are always higher than mine

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my gospel

Apr. 4th, 2016 | 01:15 am

never thought my coping mechanism would lead to my downfall

it all makes sense now
thank you for the clarity
i wear such foggy lenses most days
but Godsent,
you have come to help

why am i such a fool at times

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Bedok Reservoir

Mar. 20th, 2016 | 03:09 pm

"Death has no sting"
I wish I could say that in your case
But I can't

Walks home and I remember
I recall
That if you were still alive
I wouldn't be alone fighting battles
You'll defend me
You always have, you always will
I miss you, nenek

Cancer brought you down in 2010
That was the first time I lost someone to Death
I remember that numbness in my heart
How I thought it was all a nightmare and I would wake up to your sweet smile
6 years have passed and the legacy of love you left within me still remains
Love always remains
Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to defend and avenge myself
I've gotten so used to you fighting for me
And then I'll make you proud
As your favorite granddaughter

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I am an anchor

Mar. 15th, 2016 | 03:44 am

Things have changed since the last time I was here

Headlines read out:
I have completed my FYP
Bangs and I have reunited ever since 2013
I found true love in the form of Cinnabon at KL
I am aimless directionless and also jobless

It ain't all that bad
It's a pity I don't feel eloquent enough at 3 in the morning
But that cold brew from dutch colony suffixed for a good 10 hours

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the truth

Feb. 10th, 2016 | 12:22 am

Maybe the very thing I keep denying and running away from

Could be the one that might save me
Or wishful thinking?
Guess I'll only fathom and comprehend in 10 years time

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this providence

Jan. 30th, 2016 | 12:20 pm

i've been jumping from the tops of buildings
for the thrill of the fall
ignoring sound advice

need you more than ever
all i have is your holy ghost

i'm a coward not a fighter
disguised as a lover
for so long now you held me down
you held me
you held me down
you held me down
you held me down for so long
but it's not gonna last
because i can see through your beautiful lies

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Jan. 12th, 2016 | 11:26 pm

Even years tend to be the better years of my life
God has the best sense of humor


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